10 November 2009

Settling In

Just after I get into this whole blog thing, I go MIA.  On the upside it was for a very good reason.  My husband came home from his first deployment on the Georgia.  Thank God it's over.  Although, I find myself really trying not to look ahead and dread the next one which will be coming up here soon.  I still tell myself I have time...but here we are making so many plans, I know his time here at home will be flying by.  One more.  Just one more and then we're looking at shore duty, that's all I have to keep telling myself.

Anyway, the bug is so enjoying his daddy.  It's really sweet.  Makes me want 10 more!  Speaking of, we're about a week away from the official kick off of Operation TTC Navy Baby #2.  AF will be visiting here shortly, so the first 2 weeks after that will be spent "hard at work" lol.  I'm really trying not to get my hopes up.  I try and tell myself it'll happen when it's supposed to, don't rush it.  But since when am I to be the type that patiently waits?!?!  Oh, that's right, I'm not.  In any case, no amount of talking to from anyone will prevent me from being disappointed if Casey leaves for his next deployment and I'm still not knocked up.  Rationally, it wouldn't be that big a deal, since I'll be due much after our PCS date (in case we end up having to move).....but we all know how rational hormones can be.  Either way, I really hate that I have to work my personal life around the Navy sometimes.  But hey, not for much longer, shore duty is right around the corner....