I've been slacking on the whole blog front lately. To recap, I was right and my temps falling clued me in to AF showing up. I was seriously optimistic about this cycle however...it was the third month using a clomid dose we knew to work, and third time's a charm right?? I kept track of everything, temps, OPKs, the whole 9 yards. I ovulated right before I left for NY and I was feeling good about how the whole month was going.
I get to NY, and after being there for a few days I start feeling nauseous. At first I was blaming the metformin because I tend to still have bad days while on the 750mg dose. But then it continued and after the 3rd day of being nauseous all day, every day AND having aversions to certain foods, I began to suspect I was pregnant. And the previous two cycles, 7dpo my boobs start to get sore, like clockwork. They stay that way until AF shows up. But this time, that didn't happen. To make matters worse, and push my hopes even higher, I recorded a luteal phase dip on what I thought was 10dpo. My boobs finally started hurting on 11dpo, and that REALLY convinced me this was real. I still hadn't seen any hint of a positive on the pregnancy tests I was taking, but I wasn't surprised if implantation was taking place at 10dpo instead of 6dpo. I thought it was only a matter of time before I saw two pink lines.
Then yesterday happened. I woke up with a BBT of 97.13 which is INSANELY low for me. I went back and looked at my entire luteal phase temps, and they look completely different than the last two months...there was no gentle falling off of the temps. I was confused...I thought maybe by chance more than one implantation?? But then again 97.13 was extremely low, even for a luteal phase dip. I thought maybe it was a fluke and decided to wait to see what today's temps brought my way.
This morning I woke up, and AF is here. WTF???? I don't get what happened. Why was this month so incredibly weird?? AND WHY THE HELL AM I STILL NAUSEOUS?!?!?! I'm beyond disappointed. I'm just so frustrated I could cry. I can't do this to myself for another month. I don't want to have to take my temperature, pee on anything, or set an alarm to take pills. I'm done, I just want a break.
