Frustrated

For reasons I can't fully disclose, I am annoyed.  Part of the annoyance stems from the fact that I can't even voice my frustrations out loud.  It's true when they say bottling it up just makes it worse.  Ugh, I really just don't get how I'm supposed to keep doing this over and over again.  They really need to invent some kind of pill that dulls the hurt of being a military spouse.  This shit is really fucking hard, and sometimes I wish all the crap and the bullshit military spouses put up with was at least acknowledged properly.  Because for some reason, a big thumbs from the command isn't cutting for me.