24 January 2011
Baby Dreams
I had the best dream this morning. It was actually pretty odd considering who was in it in the beginning (some people I knew from HS but haven't spoken to in forever). But the main point was, I was pregnant. At first I was seeing the positive pregnancy test, and then like 2 minutes later (dream time) I was in labor rushing to the hospital. I was supposed to have another c-section, but I ended up arriving in the nick of time, so there was no time for one. I pushed the baby out and it was a boy. A big chunky little boy with the cutest little face. I remember marveling at how good I felt, being able to get up and walk around that very day with no pain. I was holding my little one, and saying, "The people at this hospital don't know how to swaddle like they did in Guam." because his swaddle was a little loose. But I keep holding him and staring like I couldn't believe I actually had him. Even weirder, I couldn't pick a name. I kept calling him Braylen, and then I'd say, "No, no that's not right. Brayden?" I was trying to find a 'B' name that I liked. I was so in love, I just wanted to make sure the name was right. Just before I woke up, I was looking at him, studying his face and comparing him to Aidan. That part was so real, I had trouble remembering that it was just a dream as Casey woke up me up to kiss me goodbye before he left for work.
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Wow that is so vivid. I've had dreams like that where I woke up crying happy tears :) Hopefully it's a good sign!! Love, Emily
ReplyDeleteI love vivid dreams - especially when they're good!
ReplyDeleteHope you get good news soon!
When should you hear back about your blood test from the clomid?
The dream is precognition. It will happen; he is on his way. Dream-time is not the same as the linear time/space we live in. He is on his way, you can count on it.
ReplyDeleteHope you don't mind me checking in on your blog. I love your writing AND I can relate in many ways to this journey you're on.