14 October 2010

Heavy-Hearted

I'm a mess.  I can't help but just want to crawl into a ball and cry my eyes out.  I've been trying hard to just not think, but I really can't.  I just have this gut feeling it's not going to be OK and I can't shake it.  No matter how hard I try....I just know they'll be calling me to tell me my progesterone levels are way low.  I really wish I could just shut it off and stop feeling so depressed, but I can't.  I just want the same optimism everyone else has....

1 comment:

  1. I will be praying for you hun.. I know it is hard when you have had problems in the past to not worry about things.. Hopefully time will prove your worries to be unfounded.. Many hugs and prayers to you.

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